Im in my mid-40s and have such a completely different attitude when it comes to sex today than I did when I was younger. Before it was a sport, which it is no longer for me.
Sex is so complicated. Women are complicated. Its all complicated. Women come in so many different models. You have the screamers. You have the dead fish that just lay there and wait for you to ravish them. They want to be serviced and give nothing back, which leads to absolutely no motivation on my part and I wont play that game. Sex is a two-party dance and if Im playing, I want someone who knows how to dance, rather than someone I have drag through it.
I consider myself a good lover and I wont waste my skills on just anybody. I have to really have genuine feelings for that person, and vice-versa. I am sharing my secret side with someone. Im making my innermost feelings and myself vulnerable to being hurt. Im letting them into my personal space and it is very personal to me. So I want a willing partner, not just someone that shows up.
There are so many women to choose from. Its getting the right one that leaves me always wanting more, and who can always surprise me. Shes hard to find and I know her when I meet her. Something about her intrigues me from the start. She knows who she is and what she wants. She knows where shes been and she knows where shes going. Shes sexy, classy and at the same time can be the innocent girl next door, depending on her mood and the mood she wants to share with me. I will find her, but it takes time and patience, which I have plenty of.
I miss having sex as frequent as I used to have it, but now its all about quality not quantity, so its worth waiting for. Because when it does happen, its very, very special to me and I dont take it lightly. I know that she wont either. So for now I do what I need to do. I notice women, more than theyre even aware of, and Im looking for that someone with that special spark to ignite my fire. Theyre few and far between but theyre so worth it when you find them. Good luck on your search.
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